Confessions of a Falling Angel

Baby shower today! So excited to have it finally get done with, but am also excited to see everyone! Will post more on it later, Bekka and Ronnie, get your butts up to mom's house later this evening to get cake!

Just trust me and clink the link. Have the sound on too!
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Well monday my dad went in for surgery on his wrist, and I sliced my hanad open with a box cutter 2 minutes after he went underneath the knife. 8 stitches, what fun! I'm never going to use another box cutter. Now my job is to test steering on lawn mowers, fun fun. Who knows how long I'll be out there for, but it's a nice job, I get to listen to music and such. Went to Brat days with Nick, was fun. Saw the Violent Femmes, very good show. Afterwards, Nick and I went to bar with our friend shell. Seeing nick in a bar and drinking, quiet fun. Amusing watching him slam drinks, even though I had to drive home. I know this was short, but I am going to go, need to take a shower and wash my hand out. Fun fun!

October baby, and boy is it true!

------------- JANUARY BABY--------------------
~Pretty/handsome.
~Loves to dress up.
~Easily bored.
~Fussy.
~Seldom shows Emotions.
~Takes time to recover when hurt.
~Sensitive.
~Down-to-Earth.
~Stubborn.
~Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days
that will perfectly balance your personality.

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
~Abstract thoughts.
~Loves reality and abstract.
~Intelligent and clever.
~Changing personality.
~Attractive.
~Sexiest out of everyone.
~Temperamental.
~crazy
~Honest and loyal.
~Determined to reach goals.
~Loves freedom.
~Rebellious when restricted.
~Loves aggressiveness.
~Too sensitive and easily hurt.
~Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
~Dislikes unnecessary things.
~Loves making friends
~Horny.
~Daring and stubborn.
~Ambitious.
~Realizing dreams and hopes.
~Sharp.
~Loves entertainment and leisure.
~Romantic
~Superstitious and ludicrous.
~Spendthrift.
~Tries to learn to show emotions.
~Repost this In 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
~Attractive personality.
~Sexy.
~Affectionate Shy and reserved.
~Secretive.
~Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
~Loves peace and serenity.
~Sensitive to others.
~Great kisser.
~Easily angered.
~Trustworthy.
~Appreciative and returns kindness.
~Hardly shows emotions.
~Tends to bottle up feelings.
~Observant and assesses others.
~If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

------------------APRIL BABY -----------------
~Suave and compromising.
~Funny and humorous.
~Stubborn.
~Very talkative.
~Calm and cool.
~Kind and sympathetic.
~Concerned and detailed.
~Loyal
~ Does work well with others.
~Very confident.
~Sensitive.
~Positive Attitude.
~Thinking generous.
~Good memory.
~Clever and knowledgeable.
~Loves to look for information.
~Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh.
~Able to motivate oneself and others.
~Understanding.
~Fun to be around.
~Outgoing.
~Hyper.
~Bubbly personality.
~Secretive.
~Boy/girl crazy.
~Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling.
~Systematic.
~Hot but has brains.
~If you repost this in 5 mins, a Cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

----------------MAY BABY -----------------
~Stubborn and hard-hearted.
~Strong-willed and highly motivated.
~Sharp Thoughts.
~Easily angered.
~Attracts others and loves attention.
~Deep Feelings.
~Beautiful physically and mentally.
~Firm Standpoint.
~Needs no Motivation.
~Shy towards opposite sex.
~Easily consoled.
~Systematic (left Brain).
~Loves to dream.
~Strong clairvoyance.
~Understanding
~Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
~Good imagination.
~Good physical.
~Weak Breathing.
~Loves literature and the arts.
~Loves traveling.
~Dislike being at home.
~Restless.
~Not having many children.
~Hardworking.
~High spirited..
~If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

------------JUNE BABY -------------
~You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.
~You love to make new friends and be outgoing.
~You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner.
~A wicked hottie.
~It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection.
~You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! ~IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

-------------JULY BABY --------------
~Fun to be with.
~Secretive.
~Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
~Quiet unless excited or tensed.
~Takes pride in oneself.
~Has reputation.
~Easily consoled.
~Honest.
~Concerned about people's feelings.
~Tactful.
~Friendly.
~Approachable.
~Emotional temperamental and unpredictable..
~Moody and easily hurt.
~Witty and sparkly.
~Spazzy at times.
~Not revengeful.
~Forgiving but never forgets.
~Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
~Guides others physically and mentally.
~Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
~Caring and loving.
~Treats others equally.
~Strong sense of sympathy.
~Wary and sharp.
~Judges people through observations.
~Hardworking.
~No difficulties in studying.
~Loves to be alone.
~Always broods about the past and the old friends.
~Waits for friends.
~Never looks for friends.
~Not aggressive unless provoked.
~Loves to be loved.
~Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
~Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost
someway in the next 12 days


------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
~Outgoing personality.
~Takes risks.
~Feeds on attention.
~Kind hearted.
~Self confident.
~Loud and boisterous.
~VERY revengeful.
~Easy to get along with and talk to.
~Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude.
~Likes talking and singing.
~Loves music.
~Daydreamer.
~Easily distracted.
~Hates not being trusted.
~BIG imagination.
~Loves to be loved.
~Hates studying.
~In need of "that someone".
~Longs for freedom.
~Rebellious when withheld or restricted.
~Lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
~Always a suspect.
~Playful.
~Mysterious.
~"charming" or "beautiful" to everyone.
~curious.
~Independent.
~Strong willed.
~A fighter.
~Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.


------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
~Active and dynamic.
~Decisive and hasty but tends to regret.
~Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
~Strong mentality.
~Loves attention.
~Diplomatic.
~Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
~Brave and fearless.
~Adventurous.
~Loving and caring.
~Suave and generous.
~Usually you have many friends.
~Enjoys to make love.
~Emotional.
~Stubborn.
~Hasty.
~Not someone you want to fuck with
~Good memory.
~Moving, motivates oneself and others.
~Loves to travel and explore.
~Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. ~If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

--------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
~Loves to chat.
~Loves those who love them.
~Loves to takes things at the center.
~Inner and physical beauty.
~Lies but doesn't pretend.
~Gets angry often.
~Treats friends importantly.
~Brave and fearless.
~Always making friends.
~Easily hurt but recovers easily.
~Daydreamer.
~Opinionated.
~Does not care to control emotions.
~Unpredictable.
~Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
~repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY -------------------
~Trustworthy and loyal.
~Very passionate and dangerous.
~Wild at times.
~Knows how to have fun.
~Sexy and mysterious.
~Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
~Playful, but secretive.
~Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
~Meets new people easily and very social in a group.
~Fearless and independent.
~Can hold their own.
~Stands out in a crowd.
~Essentially very smart.
~Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.
~If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
~Repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up
sometime this month.

---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
~This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible..
~Better than all of these other months!
~Loyal and generous.
~Patriotic
~Competitive in everything.
~Active in games and interactions.
~Impatient and hasty.
~Ambitious.
~Influential in organizations.
~Fun to be with.
~Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
~Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
~Easily influenced by kindness.
~Polite and soft-spoken.
~Having lots of ideas.
~Sensitive.
~Active mind.
~Hesitating, tends to delay.
~Choosy and always wants the best.
~Temperamental.
~Funny and humorous.
~Loves to joke.
~Good debating skills.
~Has that someone always on his/her mind.
~Talkative.
~Daydreamer.
~Friendly.
~Knows how to make friends.
~Abiding.
~Able to show character.
~One guy/girl kind of person.
~Loveable.
~Easily hurt.
~Prone to getting colds.
~loves music.
~pretty/handsome.
~Loves to dress up.
~Easily bored.
~Fussy.
~Seldom shows emotions.
~Takes time to recover when hurt.
~Sensitive
~A hot new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in 5min

Well as soon as I get home tonight I get to call an orthopedic surgeon's office and schedule an appointment for my damn jaw. It still really hurts and I know they accept the insurance plan we are under so I am just going to get it taken care of. The surgery that I know of for TMJ is that they break your jaw (after they make a surgical cut inside your mouth), realign the jaw and then wire your mouth shut for a month or two depending on the severity of your jaw. Yay for me! I'm getting it done A.S.A.P. so that I can go back to school on time. It would not be a good thing to email all my professors and go "Oh yeah, by the way, I had surgery on my jaw and I won't be in classes for the first couple of weeks." I'm pretty sure they would hate me then. My rping site was down last night and is still down. God I am so bored!!!! I went up to Sheboygan and hung out with nick for a little bit, because I did want to see him, and I was also bored out of my skull. Back in the offices again today, this is going to be a very boring day for some reason, I have a feeling about that. Why do you ask? I get to print labels again! Oh the joy! I slept through a majority of the storm last night, woke up once and closed my window a little farther and then passed out again. It was fun. Well all, time to go try and do something. Have fun!

This weekend was good, lots of fun except way to freaking warm out there. I've been up in the offices the past couple of days, printing labels and such. I got my hair chopped over the weekned and when I came in on monday I was down in final, printing labels and no one recgonized me till they talked to me. It was great! I noticed I was hit on by a lot more of the guys were hitting on me which was kinda crazy. I finished one of my books while down there and am halfway through my next one. I get my first 5 day paycheck this week! Woo-hoo! I went down to final today because verlyn told me to report down there and when I got there, Pete said "Well I don't really have an specific plans for you. We have a lot of extra people here today. What were doing yesterday?" So I'm back at the office. It was nice yesterday up here. I putzed around until 1:30 in the afternoon when they actually had work for me to do. It was great. Now I have no idea what I'm going to do, but this should be entertaing. And my jaw hurts a lot. It's been hurting a lot lately, may go get it checked out.

Well I'm now back at work and it feels good to be doing something other then filing for unemployment and the fafsa. The week off was good, kept busy most of the week so it went by really fast. The fourth was a good time, stephy came up from Madison and I helped her and Missa with some camp stuff. It was a lot of fun. My parents came up and we cooked out. My mom and dad got to meet nick and my dog Bazzle and it was interesting. He loves my mom, no problems, but he's not too fond of my dad. He actually nipped at his face (Which was kind of funny but not). We had a bonfire later that night and it was just overall a good time. Did a lot of running around too, but also got to hang out with Nick which was a good thing. Friday was awesome! Missa, Chad and I went down to summerfest a little after 2pm and got there about 3:30 via park and ride. We walked around and looked at the shops and what not, had yummy food and then we went over to the stage where Yellowcard was going to play. We watched a few of the bands there and I liked 2 of the 3 that were playing before Yellowcard. One of them, Rock Kills Kid, was just stupid and weird. I got to meet thebleedingalaram and they were really cool and very good. While Matchbook Romance played before Yellowcard their guitars stopped working in the middle of the thing which was funny. Yellowcard came on shortly after them and they were AMAZING! Ryan Key sounded great, espically having surgery on his throat just 6 weeks before the gig and not talking for 10 days straight just to tour. They were so cool and after the show, Missa, Chad and I got to meet the drummer L.P. and the lead singer Ryan. They were so cool and laid back it was so much fun. Missa was so excited to meet them, except she didn't get to meet her violinist (Sorry Missa! I tried!). Then on Saturday was my cousin's wedding reception. Very fun time and I got to see my cousin from Flordia. It was a very good time and Nick behaved himself wonderfully with the crowd of people there. Now I'm back to work and after bagging things and packing a shift kit in a box, I'm in the office as I type this printing labels. I don't know if this will be more boring then normal or not, but for now, I get to putz on the internet while I wait for the labels to print. Not a bad gig if you ask me.

Well I have had off of work since Thursday and it is driving me crazy! I want to be at work where I get paid to be there and such, it would nice, but I guess I can't because we still have no work! Gah! And on top of that 2nd shift paint line isn't starting up after the break so that means I have a few more weeks on first shift and that sucks! Other than that, life has been ok. I had a funeral last week thursday. My Aunt's father passed away and she wasn't taking it well so my dad and I went down there to support her. It was nice seeing my aunt, even if it was a bad situation and I saw my cousin who is getting married this Saturday there too which was really nice to see her, we had a good talk there and she kind of remember's nick. After the funeral my dad and I went to Beanies with Bekka, Ronnie, Lindsey and Adam. It was nice except for the dissing nick part...that got on my nerves. And to let Bekka know that nick is not an ass, the next day he and chad surprised me and melissa. They got us both blowers (I got small white roses, missa got pink daisies) and then they took us out to Perkins to eat. It was a good night until he had to go drop off something for a friend in plymouth. He said it would take about 20, and chad and Missa and I were watching a movie, until we got sick of waiting for him. I took chad home and he called to see where nick was, he was still at his friends house. I was pissed beyond pissed so I let the dog out then went straight to bed, I wasn't going to wait up for him. A few hours later though he came upstairs and woke me up and apologized to me, saying he didn't mean to make me angry or concerned. I told him flat out that I trust him with everything, but other girls, like the one he was dropping something off for, I do not trust unless I have known them for a while. He apologized again and we were good from there out. As for the 4th we don't know what we are doing, getting together with some friends and then missa, me and chad or a friend are going to Yellowcard on Friday, all day thing, it will be fun! Well I have to run, need to do some stuff around the house and such.

I hate guys. My guy is being an ass plain and simple. Missa and I went baby shopping for Connie tonight and then when she called him back I asked to pass the phone to nick so I could say goodbye. Well he was being just a plain asshole, irritating me just cause he can. So now I am pissed off thanks to him and it's also that time of the month!! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! By the way, Missa is a pimp and that is all I am going to say about that!

Well I had Tuesday and Wednesday thanks to having no work in the factory. Then today I went up to service and for the first couple of hours I was on the computer which was a lot of fun, then I had to count parts which was kind of crazy. I keep telling myself I only have 1 more week then I get to move to second shift. I know that we have a week of shutdown and I'm going to work that and I am also going to see if I can work this saturday, time and a half plus I can make up for some of the days that I lost. And it looks like I might go to summerfest a bit more considering I have 10 free tickets and so far I am using 4 of them, 2 go to Nicole and then 2 for me and missa to go see Yellowcard! It will be fun, now I am going to go putz. Night all!